Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Packing & Looking Towards Him

I am so excited how God keeps showing me how crucial each step has been. I think a lot as I wrap Christmas presents and pack and it has been so beautiful to see how each disappointment, waits that were too long and closed doors were ALL for the landscape of the journey. It is a great journey and He is so mighty to turn tears into His Glory. And although Grant is one of the largest blessings in my life - this was not about Grant or adoption. I am claiming freedom in areas that I did not know were in bondage. I say this to encourage anyone who is in the thick of any trial - HE NEVER wastes an opportunity to SHINE his GLORY! We just have to hang on.

I will say on another note, I tear up as I pack my children. I am overwhelmed with all of the details and will it be hot where we are all going or cold. It is so far and such a long trip. I am also struggling because I am over packer being forced to be conservative. Tomorrow I will leave for FL with all of the children to go to my parents house. We looking forward to being able celebrating my brothers 16th birthday with him!! The only draw back, 7 hours in the car . . . I am the only adult. We will stay until Sun or Mon and then I will come home with only three, pack some more and then Wednesday the house will be very quite. I am confident they will all be VERY well taken care of - probably too taken care of if you know what I mean. We have the most wonderful family and friends!!! and even though some I am sure think that we have lost our minds - they still love and support us. BLESSED!

You would be very glad to know that I am only taking 4 bottles - at one point (in a previous post) I had 13 packed :) AND he may not even take a bottle. That gives you a better understanding of my packing theory - "Just in case I need it." I keep downsizing Grant's stuff - limiting myself to 1/2 of a suitcase for him. I can do it . . . I can do it.

Grant will be in our arms on November 29th!!!! and we have a CA appointment for December 7th in Guangzhou. GLORY!

2 comments:

TanyaLea said...

Oh Ashley, praying that ALL goes well with every leg of this journey. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. In less than a couple of weeks, you son will be in your arms...PRICELESS! Such a blessing!!

And I may be bugging you for advice when it comes time for our travels, too...as I am SOOOOOO like you in the fact that I am also a major OVER-packer... and like you, "just incase!!" I like to be prepared! So it will be a challenge, but I'm praying I do as well with it as you!

Blessings and Hugs,
~ Tanya

The Shifflett Family said...

Praying that is all goes well. I know it can be so overwhelming. You will hold Grant for the first time on the same day that I held my second child for the first time - November 29th! - twenty-two years ago! I so look forward to following your journey. God Bless.

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